my blog

sitting at work and thought that i need to have some place to be a bit more free than anywhere else on the web

i guess its kind of more comfortable to write these things knowing that no one could see me from my personal life

In one week i will fly to Taymyr peninsula and will be working there for a 2-3 months without phone service and proper internet so wish me luck! I will try to spend time there with much fun

and benefit for my projects and my self so i will return stronger and can share with yall something cool

also i will download a lot of cool movies so recomendations always are welcome

sometimes i like to remember some great games i played today i felt like playing the witness again its such a great piece of media because it has so many thing that are really hard for me to

describe like: 1) you are alone there and it gives such a strange melancholic vibe 2) it is a beautiful game with a lot of symbols and as such you can interpret it any way you want you just

have some hints 3) its directly connects to what i call "gaming impressionism" where you are left to just FEEL (just like in stalker or even in dark souls 2 where some wonder like WHY IS)

THERE A LIFT THAT TELEPORTS YOU TO IRON KEEP and i say bros just feel it okay? Thats whats wonderful about games, it captures something that some media simply cant - the time, the memories, the IMPRESSION

today i ate some bad food (kfc) so i feel kinda bad about it, everything feels bad, even tho its sunny outside, i realize again and again that im not really good of a person, the guilt is eating me from inside...

anyway here is some photo i grabbed from the net, it kinda captures the viiiiibes im all in for so here ya go

if anyone is reading this, may i speak directly to you? - i hope you have a good day, even if its not really good i hope that in your bad day you will find something good!

i feel like i wanna go for a walk! dunno where tho...

im kinda amazed on how many people there are...and everyone with their lives and thoughts! i wanna have an ability to see how they live and think

today is a bit slow day, im a bit anxious about flying to taymyr feel like im gonna fuck up somewhere or something else, but its all usual stuff its important not to forget anything!

i just remembered how great are rpg maker games like hello charlotte, oneshot, to the moon, its so simple yet so deep, thats the miracle of storytelling, i sobbed so hard over them and felt like i knem these characters more than anyone and was so close to them.